Life lately...

I'm popping back in on my phone again, it's like 3 am and I'm restless. The only cure for that is writing, right!?

So this past week was the first time I didn't have to go 'back to school'. It was weird and I felt almost guilty for being home! I'm currently looking for a full time job, but it's been rather difficult with no car! So I've basically felt like a bum all week. I will say though, that it's rather boring. I used to think when I was younger that it would be so cool just to stay home all day. Wrong. It's reeeeeally dull. I've been running my eBay business and cleaning and reading and watching reruns of Friends. It was fun the first day, but now I'm sick of it.

 It actually saddens me that I won't have school to look forward to. I'm stressed that people will think in never going back (note to self: stop caring about others opinions) but I think the ultimate battle is with myself and telling myself that my decision  was okay. I'm also stressed because I just want to get my undergrad over with and I'm frustrated that it will take longer than I wanted and even expected. 

Anyone have any advice for worrying less? 

In other news, I'm really excited for this weekend! I don't even really know why seeing that my only plans are to go to Costco. 

This past Tuesday, my brother came over on his day off and we spent the day together. It was awesome. I'm so blessed that I have someone like him in my life. I look up to him in so many ways and I think that it's pretty freaking sweet that we can have so much fun together. Example a: upon the completely random idea of going to Dairy Queen, we sat and ate our Ice cream, laughing over this picture: 

 Apparently my brother found it by googling 'seahorse'. See why I love him?

It's moments like that where you stop focusing on the bad so much and learn to truly appreciate the good.

Anyway, this is just a snippet what's been going on in my life recently!